oh please, don't read the title with angry voice. read it... demandingly...
HAHAHA
no, im not gonna curse someone here, at least not now.
last week i was kinda busy and always ending my days with tired, pale and boring face. and i need a refreshment.
so i was just scrolling up my bootycall list and send them text one by one just by simple "Hi!"
a few respond it, but rarely, this super busy guy, call him Big, also respond it.
why Big? well all the more reason about his tool, yea..
but also about his character. do you know Mr. Big on Sex and the City? well you can imagine he's that kind of person.
always come and go. on and off. busy and yet caring to me.
we're no more than Fuck buddy. we met several times, and all the sex are GREAAAAAAATT. and not just about it. there's something about him making me comfy.
call me silly, tho i'm bitchy, but i really do loooooooooveeee cuddling. like seriously. fondling, spooning, cuddling. ahhhh BRING ME THAT SHIT!!!
he (and me) loves to kiss for a loooooong time. one time, we kissed for an hour without stopping. and yes, that good.
And he's drop-dead romantic. i love it, and i also hate it.
i mean, we're not lovers. tho at the first time i ever consider him to be one. but it turns out he just wanna have fun with me. but every time he meets me, he always treat me good. not just the gifts, dinner, but also the attitude, and he's a sweet talker. he used "aku kamu" fluently like we're lovers. but i strictly used "gw elo" to define our relationship.
back to why he's Mr. Big.
no matter how sweet and romantic he is, he's a jerk after all. not that i blame him. but it irritates me so much. after all that attention, that talk and that attitude, he just gone, missing. and never answer me (when i need it). but like a wind, he can suddenly breezing me up with simple "Hi!" and state it that he wanna meet me. and i, like carrie, always ended up saying yes.
a few days ago, we met. at first i just wanna go to his loft and get the things done. but it turns out he cannot allow me to go there, why? well because his boyfriend, might come. and yes, they usually lived under one roof. and yes, i forgot to tell you that he has a boyfie. sigh... i knew, im that bitch.
so i intent to cancel it. but he insist to meet me by saying "why don't we open a room?" and i was like o.O!
as i stated on my twitter, i don't like to fuck around in a hotel. unless it's worth it.
but then again, i think that we're not strangers, i've known him for years and i know him well. so why not?
well, as a newbie in love hotel thingy, i don't know how much the cost for one night at a hotel :)))))
then i asked him how much it is..., he just say that it's about 160. and i thought "well, that's cheap, 80k per person."
BUTTTTTTTT, well, you can call me stupid hoe now,. it turns out 160k per person, and i reject it wholeheartedly. cuz i'm not a rich person, and i think to spend away 160k for a fuck is a big no no.
but Mr. Big didn't just give up that easily. he still insist to meet me and saying that he would pay it all. and i feel insulted. yes, i feel insulted, i maybe a bitch, but you can never buy me with money.
he said sorry all the time and picking me up to show his seriousness.
and again, i feel like im a big slut, he used taxi instead of his car, like he wanna shadowed himself from his boyfie. but then again, he won my heart, as always.
that night, i forgot how pissed i am. he treat me good like always. and yes, he cuddled me like im his ...errr boyfriend.
i felt like im in my honeymoon. we had dinner, fuck, cuddling, fuck again, midnite dinner, and fuck again, cuddling. sleep, fuck again, breakfast, cuddling, and fuck again. and fell asleep till we finally check out.
how many times i say fuck? well count it yourself. :))
i don't love him, but there's something about him when i meet him. he's a jerk i know, but he's also too good to be disposed.
and yes, as you (and i) may predict, he didn't contact me for a while now.
i like you Mr. Big, but FUCK YOU!
.
BeeBuzz of the day.
DANIEL MANANTA! no need to introduce him, y'all know his existence. one question, do you think he's bisex?
HAHAHA
no, im not gonna curse someone here, at least not now.
last week i was kinda busy and always ending my days with tired, pale and boring face. and i need a refreshment.
so i was just scrolling up my bootycall list and send them text one by one just by simple "Hi!"
a few respond it, but rarely, this super busy guy, call him Big, also respond it.
why Big? well all the more reason about his tool, yea..
but also about his character. do you know Mr. Big on Sex and the City? well you can imagine he's that kind of person.
always come and go. on and off. busy and yet caring to me.
we're no more than Fuck buddy. we met several times, and all the sex are GREAAAAAAATT. and not just about it. there's something about him making me comfy.
call me silly, tho i'm bitchy, but i really do loooooooooveeee cuddling. like seriously. fondling, spooning, cuddling. ahhhh BRING ME THAT SHIT!!!
he (and me) loves to kiss for a loooooong time. one time, we kissed for an hour without stopping. and yes, that good.
And he's drop-dead romantic. i love it, and i also hate it.
i mean, we're not lovers. tho at the first time i ever consider him to be one. but it turns out he just wanna have fun with me. but every time he meets me, he always treat me good. not just the gifts, dinner, but also the attitude, and he's a sweet talker. he used "aku kamu" fluently like we're lovers. but i strictly used "gw elo" to define our relationship.
back to why he's Mr. Big.
no matter how sweet and romantic he is, he's a jerk after all. not that i blame him. but it irritates me so much. after all that attention, that talk and that attitude, he just gone, missing. and never answer me (when i need it). but like a wind, he can suddenly breezing me up with simple "Hi!" and state it that he wanna meet me. and i, like carrie, always ended up saying yes.
a few days ago, we met. at first i just wanna go to his loft and get the things done. but it turns out he cannot allow me to go there, why? well because his boyfriend, might come. and yes, they usually lived under one roof. and yes, i forgot to tell you that he has a boyfie. sigh... i knew, im that bitch.
so i intent to cancel it. but he insist to meet me by saying "why don't we open a room?" and i was like o.O!
as i stated on my twitter, i don't like to fuck around in a hotel. unless it's worth it.
but then again, i think that we're not strangers, i've known him for years and i know him well. so why not?
well, as a newbie in love hotel thingy, i don't know how much the cost for one night at a hotel :)))))
then i asked him how much it is..., he just say that it's about 160. and i thought "well, that's cheap, 80k per person."
BUTTTTTTTT, well, you can call me stupid hoe now,. it turns out 160k per person, and i reject it wholeheartedly. cuz i'm not a rich person, and i think to spend away 160k for a fuck is a big no no.
but Mr. Big didn't just give up that easily. he still insist to meet me and saying that he would pay it all. and i feel insulted. yes, i feel insulted, i maybe a bitch, but you can never buy me with money.
he said sorry all the time and picking me up to show his seriousness.
and again, i feel like im a big slut, he used taxi instead of his car, like he wanna shadowed himself from his boyfie. but then again, he won my heart, as always.
that night, i forgot how pissed i am. he treat me good like always. and yes, he cuddled me like im his ...errr boyfriend.
i felt like im in my honeymoon. we had dinner, fuck, cuddling, fuck again, midnite dinner, and fuck again, cuddling. sleep, fuck again, breakfast, cuddling, and fuck again. and fell asleep till we finally check out.
how many times i say fuck? well count it yourself. :))
i don't love him, but there's something about him when i meet him. he's a jerk i know, but he's also too good to be disposed.
and yes, as you (and i) may predict, he didn't contact me for a while now.
i like you Mr. Big, but FUCK YOU!
.
BeeBuzz of the day.
DANIEL MANANTA! no need to introduce him, y'all know his existence. one question, do you think he's bisex?
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